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http://www.vanityfair.com/online/daily/2014/07/un-spokesman-breaks-down-crying-on-tv-gaza

Today I am sending you a link. This person has my dream job–he is running and facilitating a United Nations run school in Gaza. Most of his responsibilities involve convincing people to trust that their children are safe there. Today he is grieving the 17 people killed by the Israeli army’s shelling of that school, grieving that people sought shelter in the United Nation, and found only more bombs. He just watched the very people he worked to save die: women and children.

Next fall I will go to grad school to someday obtain his job.  I will continue to learn that mistakes are made and war is hell.  But i will never accept, not do I picture any of you will, that we can not cut down on the senseless violence.

This cannot continue. Today I beg you all to write your congressman and senator and demand that the US hold Israel accountable for their crimes.

At least take the time to investigate for yourself what is going one.

Hey guys!
Hello from Transylvania, Romania, home of Dracula’s castles and a really nice pub that is serving me coffee so I can get some good wifi! In the past few days, I have been continuing on my summer adventure. I spent a few days with my friend and future roommate, Abby, in Tel Aviv. It was really nice to meet her friends, see the city (which I had previously hated) with a “local”, and attend a class with her. I am going to gloss over my impression of the city, as it would end up being another vaguely political piece. And I know those are less interesting to you all. I did manage to leave Tel Aviv hours before planes were delayed as bomb sirens went off!! I enjoy trying to cut it as close as possible. 
I used Tel Aviv as a starting point to begin my Balkan travels because I found an awesome $100.00 plane ticket to Istanbul. Of course, this involved a wonderful 3 hour process to get through security at the airport. Don’t get me wrong, I very much appreciate taking airport security very seriously; I want my airplane to take off and land without any surprises. I am just slightly unsure as to what innate security risk I pose to the rest of my fellow travelers. After having EVERY object in my purse scanned for explosive residue, I got to go into a special room while they ran my sundress through the x-ray machine and had a full body x-ray as well. The peanut butter in my checked luggage also posed a security risk: it didn’t make it through security. However, once everyone was assured that I was not concealing explosives in my guide book, I got through security in time to catch my 8:30am flight.
When I arrived in Istanbul, I knew I was going to have roughly 9 hours before I needed to find the international bus stop and figure out my ticket to Sofia. I didn’t know how heavy my backpack was going to feel after 9 hours or how large Istanbul is! I promptly hopped on a bus, took it until the blonde family I saw got off, and realized I was totally lost! A helpful hotel worker pointed me to a ferry port, and I finally arrived in Europe: via ferry boat! Istanbul is such a cool city that way. You simply ferry between continents. I was having this super unreal moment…everyone else was using a normal form of public transportation!! I immediately headed to the Hagia Sofia, Istanbul’s most famous site. For those of you who haven’t read about it, it was a Christian church, Crusader battle ground, Muslim mosque, and museum. I could literally feel the history (when I avoided large tour groups of course!) and picture Ataturk walking in and declaring it a museum as a way of secularizing the country. Well, before I got to the Hagia Sofia I tried to go to the palace, which was closed on Mondays….and walked through a large parking lot, only to realize barbed wire separated me from the attractions.
As luck would have it, I met an American man at the Hagia Sofia who was travelling with his wife, business partner, and his partner’s wife from Austin, Texas. They had hired a tour guide for a walking tour that day. He thought I seemed cool (or just felt bad for me wandering around half-lost with my backpack) and invited me to join them. This was awesome because I got to hear about the history and stopped ending up in vacant parking lots . They took me to see the Cistern Basilica (sunken palace/cisterns) under the city. We then headed to the ancient Grand Bazaar, where modern day traders (selling soccer jerseys, rugs, and jewelry) have replaced the ancient caravan men. The spice market was still selling the same spices and Turkish delights as they were centuries ago. Only the price has gone up. I ended the day at the famous Blue Mosque, which was gorgeous. It was also surreal to think that it was going to be my last mosque visit and call to prayer until I hit Bosnia! I am so used to the call to prayer that it was missed the first few days in Bulgaria.
My time in Istanbul ended the way every trip should: at a sketchy bus stop with no bathrooms waiting for my bus. I understand that as a transportation hub, bus stations are always going to attract an innately sketchy group of people. It is unfortunate, however, that my first and last impression of a city is always its bus stop. I can only imagine what people think when their first “Chicago Experience” is the 95th & Dan Ryan Greyhound stop! When my bus left at 11:00pm (remember I had been up since 4:30 am), I promptly passed out, confident that I would wake up at the border. Which I did. Apparently before that, the bus broke down for 90 minutes and 85% of the riders had gotten out and onto a different bus. Oops. We ended up beating them to Sofia (it took us 15 minutes to clear customs since there were 8 of us) and I got a great 8 hours of sleep!
All in all, Istanbul was amazing! I won’t even pretend that I have scratched the surface of what is Istanbul, let alone Turkey. But what I did see makes me want to quit my job and just backpack for the year (which is getting more and more tempting as the end of the trip inches closer). There was a distinct Middle Eastern feeling as the call to prayer sounded from minarets and shwarma made an appearance on every street. There was also a distinctly European feeling of street side cafes and shwanky looking bars. In between, there was thousands of years of history, war, empires, religions, and Ataturk. And then there was something distinctly Istanbul-y about the secularism and tradition that battle within the city. In particular, I wish I had a full day to wander the markets, where I half expected my own personal closet to Narnea to open up and take me back in time! As I am slowly hearing about Hannah’s trip to Izmir (along the Agean coast), I am fully resolved that I need a month long Turkish adventure to fully explore the country. If anyone needs a travel companion LET ME KNOW!!! We can go anytime 🙂
The rain just stopped, the pub is starting to fill, and I need to go limb up to a fortress. I’ll write soon and tell you all about Bulgaria.
Miss you guys!
Claire

Hey guys~

Well, in the time it has taken to me to start blogging again, I probably could have walked across the USA!!! Sorry about that. A combination of work (I never realized teachers were FAR more excited for summer than their students), class (I can now read newspaper articles in Arabic…albeit a bit slowly), an internship (I am doing grant writing/fundraising for an NGO working with refugees in Amman, called the Collateral Repair Project), hosting guests (my mom, my aunt, my sister, my best friend from when I was a CIEE student, a classmate, there couch surfers, and two of Hannah’s best friends have stayed with us), and moving to a new apartment (it doesn’t leak, has 2 bedrooms, and a rooftop that overlooks the city) killed this blog. But I am adamant that it should be restarted in time for my trip. For those of you who don’t know, I am spending my summer break backpacking through southeastern Europe and the Balkans. My teaching job pays me for the summer, so I decided to spend some of that money doing some travel. Despite having lived in Jordan, I’ve never been to Europe! So, I am setting out for about 2.5 weeks of solo travel and then meeting up with my roommate for about another 3.5 weeks.

I decided that the best way to write about my trip is to just write about all of the major cities (and villages) where I am staying. I’ll make sure to say what I did in them, but I think this will be more interesting (and a better keepsake to myself) than a litany of museums visited and hostels seen. Even though I only passed through it, I wanted to start with Jerusalem because I didn’t write about my last visit there and because it has been front page news these last few days. My trip actually started with the ever exciting journey from Amman to the Israeli border crossing, when my backpack and I set off to catch the 7:00am bus to the border. A typical rash of Jordanian bureaucracy and LONG security lines finally released me to Israeli customs officials: who promptly detained me. For some reason they would have preferred that I carry hardcopy of my plane ticket with me at all times. Who would have thought? I got to bond with a Japanese backpacker who had been to Iran (we’re getting lunch this week in Tel Aviv), a US Foreign Service officer who had been stationed in Syria at one point, and a dark skinned Italian guys. After almost two hours, I was released and allowed to head off to Jerusalem. Even though Amman and Jerusalem are technically 44.5 miles apart, it took me 7 hours!

My impression of Jerusalem has been changing and growing since I first visited there in 2011. To be honest, I think it is one of the most interesting and yet most depressing places in the world. The interesting part is obvious: where else in the world can you walk around an ancient walled in city, stop and see Jews praying at the Western Wall from the steps of a Christian church while listening to the Muslim call to prayer, and eating 1 of 10 different cuisines? Where else are signs written in Arabic, English and Hebrew? Where else can you walk along cobble stoned streets where Jesus, Mohammad, and David may have walked?

The depressing part is a little bit harder to describe. Jerusalem contains the holiest sites in Christianity and Judaism and the third holiest site in Islam. That means that close to 57% of the world believes that something truly divine happened in this walled, ancient city. Yet, it is a city riddled with conflict, hatred, and a constant palpitation of fear. There are two bus stations: one going to Israeli destinations and one going to Palestinian destinations. Speaking Arabic is a risky proposition. Palestinians give me great prices and free tea with my meals; non-Arab Israelis stare at me like I cursed their mother. Children (I now constitute those who would be inviting my brother Aidan over for a video game as children) patrolling the residential streets with machine guns that are loaded with live ammunition. I was once in a huge crowd trying to leave the Old City of Jerusalem on a Friday afternoon (poorly timed to coincide with the ending of Muslim prayers). As too many people tried to squeeze through the narrow archway that served as a door, the crowd began to feel like the front few rows of a rock concert, when everyone is pushing towards the stage. In the ten minutes it took my friends and I to make it to the gate, I could not help but stare at the groups of soldiers standing above the crowd. The fear that these soldiers might use their machine guns if the Arab men in the crowd became too aggressive or began to behave suspiciously really stuck with me, even though this happened almost 3 years ago. After all, large crowds after Friday prayers have begun to throw rocks in the past; large crowds after Friday prayers have been sought out for attack. It was the first (and only) time I have actually felt far in an area that was populated by tourists (there was an entire American pilgrimage group behind me in the crowd), and the memory had definitely stuck with me.

This time, when my shared taxi stopped let me out in Jerusalem, I forwent my plans to wander the Old City and headed straight to the Light Rail train station. I drank a subpar overpriced iced coffee at a bus station instead of wandering through millennia of history. Why? Because of the situation in Jerusalem right now. As a brief (I promise I will summarize in 5 sentences or left and leave my soapbox at home) summary, the situation in Israel-Palestine has been rapidly devolving over the last 3 weeks. 3 young Israelis students were kidnapped as they hitchhiked between the settlement where they studied and their homes. After 3 weeks of searching (which involved banning Palestinian men from travelling to Jordan, arresting over 400 Palestinians, destruction of property, and a few deaths), their bodies were found buried in a field outside of Hebron, the West Bank. The memorials and collective grief in Israel is similar to what my friends from Connecticut remember after the tragedy at Sandy Hook. In response, a few psychos in Jerusalem kidnapped a 16 year old Palestinian boy and burnt him alive while calling for “vengeance” against the Palestinians. The day I was in Jerusalem (on my way to Tel Aviv), rioters had destroyed stops on the Light Rail (to the East of the Old City….I was heading West) and were actively engaged in a rock throwing vs. tear gas and rubber bullets battle. With all this mind, I didn’t linger in Jerusalem or go and see the Holocaust museum as I had planned.

Nobody knows what the outcome of this week’s events will be in the long run. The best case scenario is that this will simply be another flare up in a host of almost routinely traded atrocities. The worst case scenario, as many pundits are discussing/predicting, I will someday get to say that I was in Jerusalem at the start of the 3rd Intifada. Regardless, it highlighted to me what I find to be the most disappointing about Jerusalem. A city that should so clearly show the existence of God and evoke at the very least a deep sense of spirituality often does the opposite. It is not that people have found God here for the last 4 or 5 millennia. Instead, it highlights the deep seated hatred and violence that can be bred when religion is distorted, politicized, or nationalized. Instead of a place of hope and peace, I have found a city brimming with mistrust and disappointment. Certainly not unique, but particularly sad given what Jerusalem should stand for.

I hope you guys found this as interesting to read as I did to write! I will post about my time/impressions of Tel Aviv tomorrow. Then I am off to Istanbul for the day on Tuesday!

Miss you all,

Claire

The three of us on the beach at our hostel.  The mountains behind us are Saudi Arabia!

Nuweiba from the boat.  Isn’t it beautiful?

This is what I look like after climbing a mountain over night…or if I were to become a zombie!!!

And I still had over 24 hours to go before I found a bed!!!

My mortal enemy: The AB Maritime Midnight Ferry between Aqaba and Nuweiba.

I guess you can say it was all worth it!!!!

Hey guys~

After a wonderful 24 hours lying on the beach, eating a delicious Egyptian feast (there is a sweet Egyptian woman who sells a large and cheap multi-course meal out of her house, which you get to eat in the garden), and wandering the town, we decided to spice up the trip a bit.  It had been lovely to lie on the beach all day (I napped in 3 different locations) and see Ali Baba, the store owner that my friend Rachel and I had befriended last time we were in Nuweiba.  Ali Baba (that is his store name, but I don’t remember his real name) remembered me and plied us all with tea while discussing the depleted tourism industry and the revolution’s effect on the Sinai’s stability and income.  I am a big fan of socio-political discussions while I am on vacation.  To make a long story short, Hannah, Abby, and I decided we were going to hire a driver and head to Mount Sinai.  For those of you who do not know, Mount Sinai is considered the place where Moses received the Ten Commandments from God.

Getting to Mount Sinai is a bit of an adventure, but it is less crazy than the actual climb.  We hired a Bedouin guide to drive us 90 minutes into the interior of the Sinai.  It is important to check the security situation before you head out; there have been sporadic kidnapping attempts in the area, none that led to any permanent effects. In preparation, we all made our last will and testaments using Hannah’s camera.  We left the hostel at about midnight, because it is traditional to climb the mountain overnight and watch the sunrise.  I expected a mountain, but I did not expect to have to go from sea level to 7,500 feet in a little over 2.5 hours.  I have never tried to climb a mountain by the light of the moon/cell phone flashlight.  The fact that none of us sprained an ankle or broke our wrist is amazing.  There were little bathroom huts and tea shops along the way, but it was still fairly grueling.  We all felt pretty in shape until we came to the 700 step ascent to the summit.  Then we were stopping every 150 steps to catch our breaths.  We got to the last tea hut about 90 minutes before sunrise, so we decided to try and rest for a little bit.  The fact that it was a good 30 degrees colder up there than on the ground resulted in us doing a lot of shivering and not a lot of sleeping.  The beautiful sunrise was worth all of the cold and leg pain though.  I’ll post a picture below to show everyone just how gorgeous it was!  To come back down the mountain, we had to climb/scamper/slip our way down 3,000 steep steps.  We wanted to get back to the van we came in as quickly as possible so that we could take a nap.  I am very glad that we didn’t try and climb those stairs up instead!

When we got back to the van, we all passed out for most of the 90 minute drive back to camp.  I remember waking up once, seeing that our driver had picked up his friend, assuming we were being kidnapped, and falling back a sleep, figuring I would address the issue when I woke up.  I inherited that from my mother.  Of course, our sweet driver was simply picking up a buddy he found hitchhiking on the road.  The best part about the trip is that the area is so inexpensive, we hired a car, driver, guide for the hike, paid an entrance fee, and ought a cup of coffee for roughly $25.00!  We got back to camp, ate a hearty breakfast, and decided to go for a final swim before showering and leaving to arrive at the port by 4:00 pm.  Midway through a delicious fruit juice, a hostel worker ran to us and said that the boat was leaving at 2:00 pm, not 4:00 pm.  He ran out to us at approximately 1:40, leading to a mad dash to pack up our things, pay our hotel bill, and say goodbye to Ali Baba.  We were so worried that we would miss the boat, have to spend another night in Nuweiba, and miss work that we didn’t even take the time to shower and get the salt/sand/mountain dust of us.  We shouldn’t have been concerned…the boat was still scheduled to leave at 4:00pm.  The hostel worked simply told us the suggested arrival time to clear customs, which we had planned on ignoring to our previous experiences on that boat.

Despite Egypt’s reputation for having leering policemen, every official at the port was overly courteous.  They had us cut to the front of every line; they even dispatched an older guard to sit with us three outside because we were the only women in the whole port.  It was much appreciated because the men waiting for the ferry did nothing dispel the theory that all Egyptian men were sketchy and leering.  I appreciated not having 1,000 eyes following my every move, especially because the boat did not leave at 4:00…or 5:00…or 6:00.  We were finally allowed to board at around 9:00pm.  I about hit my breaking point when I was sitting, running on 36 hours since I was last in a bed, and being attacked by a swarm of Egyptian horseflies.  I got petulant.  After this trip, Hannah, Abby, and I know each other’s ability to handle exhaustion far too well.  The boat had some motor issues, and it did not even leave the port until 10:00pm and took over 5 hours to get back to Aqaba.  All of our feet were swollen from hiking and then sitting and we were pretty stiff.  By the time we cleared customs, it was after 3:00 am.

For once, the inner cheapskate in us did not win out, and we decided to splurge on a cab back to Amman.  The alternative was trying to find a hostel at 3 am (more expensive than the cab) or sit in McDonalds until the first bus left at 7:00 am.  We ended up agreeing to get a ride with a Jordanian family who was heading up to Amman, since most of the “cab drivers” were unofficial and we didn’t want to ride with a strange man.  It was win-win situation: they got their gas paid for by the half dead Americans and we got a safe, quick ride home.  All three of us say across the back seat of their van, snuggling under the one blanket they provided us.  I woke up a few times when the car flew over a speed bump and sent me flying skywards.  We arrived home, half dead but triumphant, right as our neighbor, Liz, was leaving for work.  She took one look at our dirty, stumbling forms and laughed.  After a shower, a nap, and many jokes about needing a “vacation from our vacation,” we pledged to never again set foot on the midnight ferry.

Miss you guys,

Claire

Hey guys~

This past weekend I spent 4 days and 3 nights travelling/staying in Nuweiba, Egypt, which is located in the  South Sinai Peninsula.  Luckily for me, a 3 day weekend a work corresponded with me needing to leave Jordan and renew my visa.  Every six months, I need to vacate the country and run my visa, so that I am not charged for illegally lurking in the country.  This time, I did not have enough time to travel somewhere new, so I headed back to Nuweiba, where I travelled with my friend Rachel in January of 2012.  Nuweiba is the perfect travel destination because the violence of the North Sinai hasn’t spread to the tourist areas in the South, the exchange rate it killer (1 USD equals 7 Egyptian pounds), and it should be less than nine hours from Amman.  The whole less than 9 hours from Amman thing proved to be the sticking point of our trip (and the topic of this blog).  Ina random turn of events, I planned this trip with one of my roommate Hannah’s best friends from college.  Her friend Abby (she has made a few appearances in this blog) and I tried to convince Hannah to come with us on the midnight ferry, but Hannah always claimed that “The Sinai was where white girls go to die.” At the end of the day, Hannah came with to the Sinai, and none of us white girls died.

On Thursday, I finished teaching at 12:45 pm, had a brief meeting until 2:00pm, and was planning to leave for Aqaba immediately after.  Aqaba is the southern port city in Jordan, located on a tiny stretch of the Red Sea.  It is a super touristy place that I have never been a fan of (despite its swim up coral reefs), but Hannah has been working down there a day or two every week, so I was excited to see what secrets she had discovered.  Of course, nothing went as planned from the beginning.  The meeting ran late, even though my co-worker Simon drove me to the bus stop at 7th Circle there was a ton of traffic, and my bus was overbooked.  Luckily for me, being the sweet foreign girl means that I was not the one who got kicked off the overly full bus.  Instead, some Jordanian man who booked a week ahead of me was left at the bus stop.  I overcame my guilt at this situation and channeled my inner Maureen McNally (meaning I passed out before the bus even left the station).  I think the sweet hijabi girl next to me was surprised by the snoring, drooling American, but when I have been up since 6 am, I can definitely sleep for most of the4 hour bus ride.  I once slept the entire 12 hour bus ride from Joplin, MO to Chicago.  Most of the ride passed in a blur of barren desert and napping, but when I was 15 miles outside of Aqaba traffic screeched to a grinding halt (a first for me in the middle of the desert).  Apparently, a car crash was blocking the 2 lanes into Aqaba, so I ended up sitting for 2 hours in an unair-conditioned bus that reeked of cigarette smoke for far too long.  But it was all okay.  I was on my way to vacation!  When the pile up finally cleared out, I arrived in Aqaba ready to take the midnight ferry, spend the weekend on a pristine beach, and attempt to make the leap from jaundice to bronze.

As our luck would have it, the term “midnight ferry” was loosely to a ferry which was in the port at midnight.  It did not imply for one second that the boat was going to leave anywhere near midnight.  My vast experience on the AB Maritime Ferry led me to convince Hannah and Abby not to show up 2.5 hours before the ship left.  However, we are still Americans, so we arrived one hour in advance to clear customs and board the boat.  Ha.  It took us a good 90 minutes for them to figure out how to deal with my passport; apparently no one in the history of Jordan has ever had a residency permit, come back at a later date without a residency permit, and overstayed their visa (in my case by 48 hours).  That or the border guard was too busy proposing to me to deal with my paperwork.  Either way, I was vaguely concerned until I realized the boat was going nowhere fast.  In fact, the guard told us that no passengers were going to be board until all of the cargo was loaded….somewhere between 4 and 6 am.  As this was the first leg of our trip, spirits remained high.  We occupied our time watching low budget American horror films dubbed in Arabic (which were shown on the port’s TV), drinking Nescafe and pop, and filming videos on Hannah’s camera (just in case we got kidnapped).  Our main complaint was that everyone was kept outside on wooden benches, as opposed to inside on the airplane like seats.

Fast forward until 4:30 am.  Our bags are “checked”: they are put in a trailer under the boat and we are finally allowed to enter the ferry.  As women, we get to cut every single man in line…including the one in a wheelchair.  We head to our seats.  Abby decided to stay p, so Hannah and I asked her to wake us at sunrise (so that we could watch it rise over the majestic Saudi Arabian mountains as we coasted through the Red Sea).  I was quite annoyed with Abby when I woke up to shining sunlight in Nuweiba.  As I turned to ask her why she hadn’t woken us up, she told me that we were still sitting in Aqaba.  There was no point in waking us up to see the rise over mechanical equipment.  As the other men (we were pretty much the only women) began waking up, a mini revolution occurred on the ferry.  One man, who may have single handily started the entire Egyptian revolution, led at least half of the passengers revolt against the ferry company.  They even invited Abby, Hannah, and I to join them in demanding an explanation as to why the boat was going on 8 hours late, with no explanation.  Sadly, the language barrier prevented me from playing an active part in this stand against “the Man”, but it did lead to much discussion as to whether a shared experience was more integral to a revolt than a common ideology.  Either way, it takes a lot to drive a bunch of locals/experienced Middle Eastern travelers to a near revolt!  We did stage our own mini protest by sneaking down into the cargo bay and retrieving our snacks, so that we didn’t have to pay for the over-priced ferry food.

At promptly 9:04 am (we have photo evidence) the ferry began its 3 hour journey to Nuweiba.  Overall, what should have been a 4 hour event lasted over 13 hours, but when we arrived in Nuweiba all was forgotten.  The crystal blue water stretched against white beaches for as far as the eye could see.  The current political situation has all but killed Nuweiba’s tourism industry, so the beaches were ours alone.  We realized that a meal with a soda cost less than $2.00 and that our charming beach hut (made of thatched wood) would be less than $5 each a night.  The horror of the ferry quickly became a punch line to all of our Nuweiba jokes (wait until you hear about the return trip).  I forgot the horror of waking up with dried out contacts, drool, and clothes that had been on for over 24 hours the moment I was floating in a pristine turquoise water, drinking a smoothie, and completely forgetting about the rea world.  I was a bit turned off by the 4 “stray” dogs that populated the hostel.  Hannah and Abby kept petting and cuddling them while I may or may not have climbed onto the chair to avoid them touching me….I mean they are nippy puppies who don’t have shots…no thanks.  As the day wore on, I felt the tension of the last two months disappear as I laid on a swing and watched the sunset.  It seemed well worth the 13 hour delay to be back in Nuweiba.  

The next portion of this adventure includes the overnight hike up Mount Sinai.  I promise I will write it before another two weeks have passed!

Miss you guys,

Claire

Hey guys~

I normally attempt to keep this blog free of the regional politics, which although exciting and interesting to me, are probably less exciting and interesting to those who do not wish to specialize in the Middle East.  I have touched upon the Syrian War, and I do plan on wiring a longer blog post about the weird dichotomy between living somewhere safe and fun while a devastating war occurs less than 100 miles away.  While Syria is on the forefront of international relations as the war moves into its third year, the Arab-Israeli conflict is equally important to Jordan, where 60% of the population has some roots to Palestine.  As the conflict moves into its 7th decade, a status quo of mutual dislike and begrudging peace remains.  As those who became refugees in 1948 start to die without seeing any signs of a resolution, a new generation replaces them.  This generation may not have seen their grandparents’ house, but they still have their families’ land deeds, house keys, and desire to return home.  Normally, this conflict is discussed in depth by Jordanians, but though the discussions are fraught with anger, the situation remains peaceful.  Every now and then, an incident arises that (so far temporarily) places a lit match to the gasoline soaked environment.  This week, the match definitely arrived.

On Monday, a Jordanian-Palestinian judge named Raed al-Zaytar was fatally shot by Israel border guards as he crossed the King Hussein Bridge between Amman and Jerusalem.  Israeli soldiers claim that the judge attacked security guards with a metal pole, tried to grab a gun, and yelled “Allahu Akbar”.  In order to prevent him from obtaining a gun, Israeli soldiers shot him multiple times.  The term “Allahu Akbar”, while often associated with terrorism, literally means “God is great” and is written on most buses in this country.  According to Jordanian sources, the judge was singled out for intensive questioning by Israeli border guards, as many Palestinians are at the border.  After hours of questioning, he was thrown to the ground by one of the Israeli soldiers.  Zaytar apparently reacted by shoving the guard who had assaulted him, and other guards immediately opened fire.  A case of stupid male aggression, sure.  A case that warranted multiple bullets?  Probably not.

I cannot pretend that I know what happened at the border on Monday.  I tend to believe that the truth lies closer to the Jordanian version of events than the Israeli one based on who was shot and on my own experiences at the King Hussein border crossing.  The judge, by all news accounts (not just Jordanian), was a well-respected man within the Jordanian court system.  He was a family man who had no known ties to religious or national extremist groups.  By all accounts, this mild mannered man was simply visiting relatives in the West Bank, not planning an ill-advised suicide mission.  As someone who has crossed this border a few times, I know that it can be a stressful process.  My second trip to the West Bank gave me a very small taste of what a Palestinian man could expect every time he tried to visit loved ones.  I was traveling with my two girl friends, Liz and Kris, on a few day trip to see Jerusalem and the West Bank.  We already knew that we had to lie about where we were visiting, because Israeli broader guards do not take kindly to people who want to see the West Bank.  When my two blonde-haired, blue eyed friends went into the bathroom, I found myself in the company of two 18 year old Israeli soldiers with machine guns.  Apparently, I looked a little too Arab to be standing alone in the border check point.  After 15 minutes of inane questions (had I met any Arabs while I was in Jordan?  Why would I study Arabic when I could study Hebrew?), I was allowed on my way.  The experience was nerve-wracking in light of the HOURS some of my classmates, especially dark-haired males, had spent in special security rooms being questioned.  And these are people with American passports and no ties to the Middle East, other than an academic interest in the region.  Plus 18 year olds with machine guns who see me as some sort of threat concern me.  My roommate Hannah was at the border for hours before she was allowed in.  With Americans and Europeans, the fear is that we are planning to work for an NGO in the West Bank and are actively working on the “wrong” side of the conflict.  While obnoxious, for me this was an annoying requisite for seeing one of the most religiously, historically, and politically significant cities in the world.  For someone like the Jordanian judge, subjected to additional hours of questioning, by a police force known (or at least reputed) to commit abuses against Palestinian Arabs, this would have been an unbelievably stressful portion of simply visiting relatives.  I am not saying that Israel does not have a right to be very cautious along its borders or that shoving a man with a gun is ever a good idea (it is not), but I am saying that the entire border experience is fraught with fear and uncertainty for Palestinians who are simply visiting their grandmothers.

Whatever happened that day at the border, the consequences remain.  I was warned by the US Embassy not to go near the Israeli or American embassies today, due to large planned protests.  While the protests have remained largely peaceful since the Arab Spring, nothing is stupider than being the American hanging out in a protest.  Additionally, the lower house of Parliament voted to expel the Israeli ambassador and threatened to make a no confidence vote on the current Prime Minister if this did not occur.  One of the Parliamentary members attempted to burn the Israeli flag on the Parliament floor.  While only the King can expel an ambassador, he is facing increasing pressure from his people to do so, while he is facing increasing pressure from America (the main government bankroller) not to do so.  The event has also brought the Muslim Brotherhood back to the forefront of the political debate in Jordan; they continue to paint the king as “out of touch” with the people.

My day to day life is not overly effected by this turn of events.  I am avoiding the sights of known protests this weekend, of course.  I have told my students that they can’t say “we hate Israel” in class, because hate is an emotional response, not an academic one.  I have gotten to practice my political vocabulary, explaining to every cab driver why the American government supports Israel’s aggression and chemical weapons but invaded Iraq for the same reasons.  Most of all, it has reminded me of the quickness by which the political atmosphere in the Middle East can change.  If one desperate vegetable seller in Tunisia could rattle the world, what could one dead Jordanian judge cause?  The best case (and most probable scenario) is that this incident becomes one more in a long list of violent incidents that colors relations between these two begrudging “allies”.

Sorry for the long ramblings about the current political situation on the ground in Amman, but this is as much a part of my day to day life as the felafal and struggle buses.  I promise my next blog will be a much lighter discussion of the wedding I recently attended!

Miss you guys,

Claire

Hey guys~

Spring has finally arrived in Amman.  I won’t claim that winter here was anywhere near as awful as it was in the States.  I didn’t experience a polar vortex, have record snow fall, or have so many snow days that I had to go to classes on Sunday (here is looking at you Villanova).  It hasn’t fallen below 55 degrees since January.  In fact, Jordan is suffering from a pretty serious drought due the lack of rain (I have only seen one rainstorm since it snowed in December).  The kind, caring part of me feels awful for farmers who lost trees during the snowstorm and now are combating severe water shortages in a country that has almost no water to begin with (4th least in the world).  The self-centered 23 year old in me is unbelievably happy to not have had to make the trek between my apartment and work in the pouring rain, while climbing over standing water puddles up to my calf.  The snowstorm itself was enough to give me PTSD for years…all Hannah and I have to do is mention it, and both of us begin shivering convulsively.  I will never forget having to crawl up my ice coated hill for almost a week!!  So, if anyone is going to be bitter reading about the onset of spring in Amman, close your web browser now.

While it is only March, the daytime high of 80 degrees propels me to believe that spring is finally beginning to appear.  The old American saying goes, “April showers bring May flowers.”  Well, whoever wrote that had never been to Jordan.  I am not sure exactly what the saying for Jordan would be.  Maybe “warm weather brings the Khamaseen.”  For those of you not well versed in transliterated Arab slang, the Khamaseen is the name given to the (supposed) 50 days of dust storms that invade Jordan from the South.  While these sandstorms aren’t exactly dangerous or anything out of a 1700’s adventure novel, they are not my favorite part of living in Amman.  The buildings are tall enough to break the sandstorm as it rushes through the desert, so I can always see what is going on around me.  I just can’t always see the roof of my apartment, the huge flag that looms over the city, or the sun.  Well I can see the sun…it is just a weird bright circle amidst the white sky.  It is actually a really surreal experience; the sandstorm looks like a soft, damp mist cloaking the city in a dense white fog.  Imagine my surprise the first time I was in Jordan and ventured out into the mist, only to discover that it was sand!  Though the word Khamaseen is derived from the word fifty, the storms themselves do not actually blow into Amman for fifty straight days, thank God.

So, how do the sandstorms actually affect my life?  The short answer is that they really don’t.  I still have work every day, Arabic class twice a week, and try to go hiking every couple of weeks.  The long answer is just that, slightly longer.  I have developed a really attractive cough, as the combination of lecturing/yelling at rambunctious classes mixes with dry sand filled air.  I love when I feel fine but sound like I am dying of tuberculosis.  If last time in Amman was any indicator, I will have to wear glasses sometimes because my contacts do not appreciate being dry and gritty.  I fluctuate wildly between finding the white sky with its glowing orb gorgeously otherworldly and finding it creepy and obnoxious.  I also debate whether or not the sand that ends up in my ears and hair warrants daily showers with our drought lowered water supply.  Every coworker, cab driver, and shop owner wants to complain about the Khamaseen and predict when it might subside.  They also want to teach me new nicknames for this phenomenon.  It is called the Hijaz (an Arabic name for the Arabian Peninsula) or the Haboob (a name meaning blight).  Like I said, the sandstorms usually end up lessening by April and fully disappearing in May, just in time for the blistering heat.  Hopefully my mom and aunt will be here during a Khamaseen-less week in April.  So, before you complain about the most recent snowstorm of the never ending Ice Age winter, remember those of us who are beginning Sand Age season!

I’ll leave you with the joke that Rachel and I always used to say about the Khamaseen when we were students here.  Both of us were obsessed with the idea of visiting Saudi Arabia, but we can’t even land in their airport without a visa and a male sponsor.  Basically, it might be a while before this dream of ours actually comes true.  She and I used to say that if we couldn’t get to Saudi Arabia for Spring Break, at least we could spend our spring covered in Saudi Arabia!

Miss you guys,

Claire

Hey guys~

                Sorry for once again being absent from blogging for a while.  I have been busy with school, work, and wandering around Amman.  These last few works of work have been especially busy because there have been a number of extra events after school that I was mandated to attend.  I was originally more annoyed that I had to spend extra time at work, but the events actually ended up being pretty interesting.  I have gotten to meet mayors, parliamentarians, and ministers.  I still feel like I’ve got more in common with the waiters working the event than the people who shake hands with ministers, but I am starting to get used to the fact that here I am perceived as a real, live, professional.  I am sure all of you have a few stories that would quickly kill that allusion for my bosses, but thus far I have reinforced their faith in me.   I’ve also been enjoying the lovely 65 degree days!!

                The first event occurred last Thursday, on the anniversary of King Hussein’s death.  For those of you who don’t know, King Hussein was the longest serving King of Jordan who led the country through war and made the peace agreement with Israel.  Even the anniversary of his death is important.  Now to make a full disclosure: I had not been able to fully understand exactly why I had to stay after school on Thursday.  I heard the principal say that a minister of something was coming after school to do something with a tree.  I assumed that he was planting a tree.  Boy was a wrong.  Apparently, King Hussein planted an evergreen tree when he was a student at the school I work at.  The Minister of Agriculture was coming to water the tree.  As in pour a silver pitcher of water on to the soil surrounding the tree.  All of the teachers waited after school to watch the ceremonial watering occur.  The man who usually makes us Nescafe dressed up in traditional Bedouin garb (a red and white checkered keffiyah and a full length white robe) to serve him coffee.  I was not important enough to merit coffee.  I stood in the back with my co-teacher, Fatmeh, and a British teacher named Simon.  Fatmeh helped translate for me when we weren’t too busy chatting.  It was really interesting to hear one of King Hussein’s former classmates talk about knowing the king in the days of his youth.  It was also interesting to hear the Minister of Agriculture talk about some of the problems that Jordan faces with its lack of water resources and quickly urbanizing population.  I didn’t necessarily need to listen to like ninety minutes of it.  Overall, it was a pretty interesting event, even if I had to wait after school for two hours.

                The second all school event was a memorial service for the former head of the school.  He had been principal of the school for about forty years and was the first Jordanian to head the school.  This event had been discussed ad nauseam since I started working for the school.  I knew that my presence was mandatory, that I had to wear black pants and a white shirt, and make sure my classroom was clean.  I didn’t realize that I needed to put decorative posters all over the room.  Luckily for me, my students rallied and helped me turn their verb charts into pretty posters after school.  I also didn’t realize that the event lasted until like 9:30 pm or that none of the other women would actually wear black pants or a white blouse.  Most wore pretty, dark colored dresses.  Definitely no one else wore anything that came from the outdoor flea market.  Despite feeling like an underdressed idiot, the even was very interesting.

                The school looked beautiful.  The basketball court was covered by a tent with fake carpeting, like at a wedding.  There were couches, cocktail tables, and projectors in all of the beautifully decorated classrooms.  After the event, there was coffee, tea, juice, and delicious stuffed dates.  The dates were cut down the middle, de-pitted, and filled with a variety of nuts (pecans, peanuts, and walnuts).  I cut myself off after I had my fourth date since no one else was quite as excited as I was.  The memorial service (which I had to inform the printer not to call the Memory Party) was a who’s who of Jordanian alum and Christians.  I got to meet the Minister of Media, Minister of Justice, Chief Parliamentarian (the equivalent of the Speaker of the House), and the governor of Amman.  We did not have any deep conversations with them, but I did get shake their hands.  The ceremony itself was pretty boring for me (since it was conducted in high, formal Arabic that I did not understand) but beautiful.  At one point, I did understand that the speaker was talking about an olive tree.  I don’t know what they said about the olive tree.  I do know that it was mentioned.  The best part of the entire event was that we all got the day off on Thursday because the maintenance workers could not put the downstairs classrooms back together fast enough. Who knew teachers were excited as students about a day off!!

Miss you guys,

Claire

Hey guys~

Sorry that I have been absent from blogging for so long.  The last few weeks have been extremely hectic, and not super interesting to write about.  I have been learning how navigate the minefields of teaching high school boys.  I have had some experiences I would not wish on anyone: my Spring Break has been changed and shortened, I have had a student throw erasers at my PowerPoint every time I turned my back, and I have had a student dare me to give him a detention (I did).  I sat through my first parent’s meeting, where I told student’s mom that he had above average English skills, but he was going to get poor grades as long as he continued to interrupt class and distract his peers.  Somewhere out there, my math teachers feel that karma has finally caught me…they definitely said that to my parents a few times.  I insisted that I need a translator if the parents don’t speak English.  The girl who often calls the Arab-Israeli conflict a “problem” does not need to try and discuss the nuances of anyone’s behavior in Arabic.   I would probably accidentally remember the word for “crisis” and use it to describe someone’s behavior.  I learned that all the teachers are supposed to bring their own coffee (cans of instant Nescafe)…and that no one was real happy that I spent the first week drinking what I though was “public coffee”.  I learned that the man who makes the coffee will never get mad at me because he thinks my Arabic is hilarious.  I have spent countless hours cramming what’s the difference between the present perfect continuous and the present continuous.  It is amazing that the Jordanian English teachers know this grammar stuff way better than I do, since most of it I use without thinking.  I broke of a little fight of 7th graders and tried not to smile when a 9th grader who looked like Niall tried to convince me that he is too short to see the board, even from the front row.  Though I have a few students who I would not mind disappearing, the experience has been super interesting.  I won’t lie: I am not exactly interesting in the Staff room (I listen more than I talk for once), nor am I the most enthralling teacher.  But I am really enjoying making lesson plans and grading papers.  Pretty much the opposite of every other teacher I ever met!

When I am not teaching, taking Arabic class, or complaining about teaching, I have been hanging out all over the city.  My friend Liz came back to Amman.  For those of you who don’t know, Liz and I studied together, worked at Books@ together, and spent the summer living together in the Commune.  I spent my senior Spring Break visiting her in Denver, CO.  Most of the people who did CIEE 2011-2012 would recognize her has my partner in crime.  That means that 2/3 of the Three Musketeers are back in Amman (and the other one is hoping to visit from Oman soon)!  I treated her to Hashems (the cool and famous felafal restaurant in a random alley in Amman’s old downtown area), passing along the gift of a first Hashem’s meal that James gave to me when I arrived.  We went and smoked hookah at two of our favorite places, took her passport to Duty Free (all foreigners have two weeks to purchase discounted alcohol upon arriving in the country), and wandered the streets, catching up.  We even got together with Tamer and Marwan for a “Friday Betterday” meal and drinks, a tradition from our last time in Jordan.  As luck would have it, my landlord gave Liz a sweet deal on the apartment next door to mine.  Our little floor is starting to have a dorm room feel, complete with movie nights, dinner runs, and a communal electric kettle.  It is great to have her back, even if it has proved to be a slight distraction!

I also got the chance to help out with CIEE orientation last weekend.  I wanted to assume that I was asked to help because of my charm, good looks, and superior knowledge for Jordan.  I am pretty sure they just needed a warm body to explain Zain SIM cards and cover the table if the real staff had to go to the bathroom.  Plus they knew I would help out for 5 JD ($7.00) an hour, coffee, and free lunch.  For a chance to be the first person the new students met, answer their questions, direct them to Rainbow Street for lunch, and have a platform to explain why I was in Jordan (and have them look at me in awe)? I would have done that for free!!!  But I got to catch up with Rana, the great lady who does CIEE housing and tell funny stories of my/friends’ host families.  Lunch was amazing; 3 kinds of meat in rich sauce, craft your own pasta, and an entire dessert bar.  Since I can count on two hands the number of time I have eaten at a sit down restaurant in Amman this year, this food was literally something to write home about.  All in all, it has been a busy, stressful, but enjoyable two weeks.  I promise I will write more soon and be less flakey about the blog!

Miss you all,
Claire